no, it wasnt your fault that i felt triggered. it wasnt your fault im keep breaking down. everybody could have something in their lives. it is okay. its just i am craving close bonds sometimes. i feel controversial about the care i am getting compared to how much i value you. i am used to people talking about their problems to me, i like to, i want to listen to them if i care about the person too much. i dont know. i try to be enough for everyone. but when i am the one who is expecting i usually end up feeling one sided. its okay. i am not someone who should get it anyways. i know my bad sides. i dont even know if i will share how disloyal i can get or how dirty i can get to anyone. or my jealousy. what wouldve happened if i mentioned about my envying problem to you? could it solve anything? i feel like... i am so selfish because i expect. i dont want to. i am trying to get rid of that. i hope i will be successful. please bear with me.

f__k nevermind just cuss on me, hate on me. i dont deserve anything. i am a selfish faggot. who minding their desire. nothing else. f__k my mind. i want to f_cking cry all over the place. leave

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